A False Hope

A false hope,
all that one need to cope.
A tumor to eradicate,
a barrier to penetrate.

A false hope,
you just needed that date.
reality is no issue,
as your fetish just lies within her

A false hope,
she breaks lose from your hand.
she scythers your heart.
It all went bloody

A false hope,
you wished it never began,
make a fool outta yourself,
which you never intend.

hey, i thought she was sensible enuf not to hav a boyfren during dat age?she told me that...

i really want to die after reading issys blog......forget it lah. i do want to put an end to this agony. you noe by not talking to the other party, it kills you. shaun, uve gt to much pride to see her,face her. now shes gone, shes gone understood?dun wait for things to happen, realise it urself. miracles really sux.

Black And White

yep,still in progress

Sis Wedding And Summore

eek, im just getting sick of these holidays. Im just disintegrating like nobadies business. occasionally brousing through my textbooks...,reading other ppls blog, envying their skin, n thinking of wad to blog these few mundane events. sec 3 gona be veh tough, so u guys beta pull up ur socks, sec 3 olvl chinese starts in June u noe.

and dreamin bout you know who lately,haha.dreamt dat i went for tuition, half dead and staggering up to just tuition,seeing you know who attend her english lesson.haha.she was dozing haha.

life really sux, as you know, the earth revolves round e sun bout 10 million m per second, and it take one year for a complete orbit.so big e sun...,dat shows how minute life is,such a puny fragile life we r having. n u dunno how mani universes are out dere, n dunno how mani planets r dere in one universe.waha, how cruel this fact might be.

haha, my sis wedding dae is over, 19th nov.u noe, early in e morning e cameramen came to take photos of my sis. thick make up she was wearing, ew. crowded lah the place. at 7.30 e groom arrived. den i had to open e car door, pass him e oranges, and congrats n wad so eva.received only $28 for hongbao. its not easy to be a groom to be, u hav to put up with all those 'sisters' of e bride. playing pranks n wad so eva. my bro in law had to drink wasabi+spring onion+baby bitter gourd+ and all e yucky stuff.ate wasabi spread bread b4 dat.eventually he had to sip dat XO. he cudnt take it...seeing his mouth all pursed, facial expressions all crumpled. he must not be feeling good.

waha, he had to shout n propose his love for mi sis down at e car park.haha, so pai seh.he shouted wad"baby sweet will you marry me?'waha so mushy, had to shout out e full name.haha

den he finally entered the house, and again another torment. perhaps not so torturing to him lah.he just had to sing to my sis, b4 mi sis opened e door.ehhe

the weddind dinner tasted quite awful.cold dishes are like so yucky?hehe e whole solemnisation n ceremony went smoothly bah. wanted to hav a sip of e wine, but self restrained.

haha, saw a few chiobus dere, but it only makes you know who more distinguished, more significant. sigh, that demure and dainty you know who.

my unfinished painting

Yay,my unfinished painting...master piece

steven hawkings

Yup! and thats him, stephen hawking, the Cambridge University scholar and author of A Brief History of Time, the famous theoretical physicist.woohoo, my idol. you know hes like so damn smart....unfortunately he gt himself disabled,sad rite? His entire adventures bout physics and diminished? no. i wonder how he hung out that long. He still continues he research on that thermodynamic law thingy....with e help of another young scientist.haha

He survives on that device infront of him to carry out his daily neccessities. talking, moving...and wadsoeva.you really need to express your idea as a scientist, and hes mute. how could he survive with that immobility and inability to talk? btw hes got that device to convey his msg,hehe:) wad a spartan he is, i want to be like him, so disciplined and on e go....All that matters is that hes gt big brains, thus the uk board of scientists accepted him. The chimanologic equation S=Akc3/4gh was discovered by him...woohoo, though i still cant figure out how e equation was derived, its kinda soothing to my ears, all that equations...haha

kinda late fer' a blogger

eeee......23rd Nov then start blogging...a little late eh, i hope you all will not visit my blog, coz it doesnt last. My blogging style only revolves around you know who, academics and wadsoeva. u noe i did like to pursue in the area of science......eeee, sound so typical nerdy tone, the audience aint liking it. hmm......so the 1st entry shall be just a brief introduction of thyself. My name( so formal), is shaun raphael lee kwok yuen-26 alphabets you know! study in catholic high sec and bl bla...this is going on forever. hehe, and sumthing i wud lyk to disclose, i got into triple. nothing much to gloat bout, i know it aint sum great accomplishment. however, its lik you got it means you gt it, why must other people 损 you about everybody can easily get it... please, rinse your mind, cleanse your bloody thoughts, if you think its that easy, then why coudnt you get in disclaimer: this applys to those who couldnt, for those who did, they did side by me,hehe:) my 1st entry is already that sucky, im sure you would get a slight impression of my character...btw, i graduated frm huamin primary school that sucky school, which psle results are announced today, haha, incidentally my blog was started on this very day.