快乐，简单

"快乐，这美好的两个字，写起来是多么容易啊，他根本画布上你一分钟的时间。可是，要快了起来却有多么不容易啊！"

身旁的朋友产厂这么抱怨着，眼神里流露出一种无奈的神情，不只是朋友们这么抱怨，我也时常觉得自己很不快乐。很多时候，自己很日容易为了一件小事，或是别人的一句话，一个动作而不开心好一阵。不开心的时候，做什么事情都觉得没劲，周遭的一切都是那么的碍眼。于是，设更想要快乐，我于是在茫茫人海里寻早快乐。

快乐到底是什么？精疲力尽的我一直找不到答案，知道我在一本书上看到这一段话："对于大多数人来说，人身绝少美妙事，如果你认为高职，巨款，除有才是快乐。但是，如果你认为快乐来自一顿丰盛的早餐，田野的新鲜空气，一杯酒或一小睡，那快乐随时伴在你身边。"

快乐，原来可以这么简单，我也不由得想起"境由心造"这四个字。
是啊，快乐或不快乐其实凭自己内心感受，就像一个平穷但却爱书如命的人，从来不会像用那一寒舍的书籍趋同一个百万富翁交易。他的快乐原子那一对书，清贫而快乐，看似矛盾实则不然，因为人虽然清平，但却还是能拥有一可疑物细，不以自己背的安宁无纷扰的灵魂。


你看短文的最后一短话，熟悉不熟悉？虽然作者把这文章弄得比较浅，可是，他最后那段话曾经出现在我们公教模拟考验。我只得是你们一定要多读星期五周报耶！这文章是由曾宇婷写的，在28/07/06的星期五周报凳上的。要看哦！真是气死我了，早读就能拿到A1！

school

school is reopenin,but i dunno why im looking forward to it.standard deviant.im straying away from my normal behavior,which is what you all perceive to be an abnormal behavior.coz my normal behaviour is abnormal,so my deviated behaviour is a normal behaviour.understand?rodger, i dig.

stupid com destroyed by mcafee software,luckily gt 1 year waranty, called e person and fixed it .hehe.com revived instantly.now im back to revive my blog...i wonder when will i ever get a picture of myself n post it on e blog,coz i would never get a nice picture,bcoz my face was never nice. now im being irritated by my sombodies child, keeps meddling with my power ranger model.

zerg defiler spits e corrosive acid and kills the terran marine.cool eh.wonder how all these producerss thought of the names for this characters.so random eh

school reopening, sigh.gona get tanned agin, and those freaky pimples which josy never liked are gona pop up again.sometimes i think back, do i rlly like her,its like DOES SHE CARE? im gona enlighten issy with this lesson.sometimes uve gt2 put urself in other ppls shoe, dey cant rlly have telepathy with you. you yearn so much for that one person to notice u, but she just think u r dat bunch of awful lot throng. u mingle around her also useless, u r not gona get attention. you keep thinking that sumdae she will like u, which appears in korean dramas.be practical, that will neva happen.

singapore gurls mentality are like that, the more you like her, ther more she wont reciprocate.coz if u showed ur feelings to the extreme ,u alr lost half e better, so its better to keep em in hybernation mode.

schools reopening, dunno wad yto do, ogna get spanking frm my maths teacher for not doing the holiday maths assignment.sigh, getting in a good class is no better frm getting a lousy grade.i rather i be 1st den compete those whom i noe what my fate would be in their hands. u just gona see that smirks on their faces all day long.

but if you think u r as stupid as those around the top 10 to 40 in class, u getting nowhere. ur grades are getting nowhr, so dun bother chatting with them, as birds of the same feather flock together, e more u mingle with them, e more ur grades drop, outcasts! influential people like em ought to be spanked and thrown into the pot of boiling soup.

oh yeah, mentioning that, i wnet to hapa villa recently,wonder if its spelled like that. those who did awful lots of sins ought to go there, like me lah,commited dunno how many mortal sins just for josy.hahas jking. you know the king of hades gives u e penalty, n ur will be sent into countless typess of torment.mutilate ur body, manifests it with insects, thrown into the pot of boiling water hung onto e tree of torns or even stone to death,u noe those stoning machine used for grounding rice.gross rite.perhaps those gives a hint to how criminals think.they get their ideas frm there.

haha, long entry...

christmas wish

my christmas resolution for this year is...btw christmas was nothing much this yr,sian.chocs for presents only...is...to hav a temptress for a wife.eveydae come back frm work yearning to hav u noe wad.den...eevrytime go to bed must sae,"honey...growl...i want to devour u tonite" den she tucks me in bed and goes to sleep. also wish that she allows me to ruin her chastity, unleash the prowess,rough and wild side of her.she should also allow me to smother and caress her petite assets. she must make me crave for her everydae during work period, and make an effort to make my life a never ending sugar paradise.she shud also enjoy the surging and receding of e 10 foot bazuka i own.

hm, so thats briefly my christmas wish.dunt every man want that, you dunt want is fake...

diet

do you know why americans are 'up sized' people? bcoz they eat up sized meal.to them up sized meal is a norm, theres nothing smaller that an up sized burger.so an up sized burger is like a regular to them?haha crap.

look at their famous quarter pounder with cheese.you know how much is a quarter pound(1lb)?1 pund is half a kilogram, quarter means one fourth of a 500g means...my maths sux lah,erm 125g. i dunno how heavy isit,wadever e number is, i just noe that amricans eat alot.look at us,dwarverned people.

perhaps they should introduce their diets to us, coz we chinese are like a little malnutritioned? i dun reckon dier food are all healthy stuff, but at least it spares us frm discrimination.haha. however theres a hideous truth among small people.small people have big----...

not joking,recent years of researching frm scientists.haha,joking, my fren told me that.look at their arms,they are as thick as our waist.omg...

its better to follow the trend, perhaps one day, chinese may evolve to become giant humanoids.we trample on others on our conquest to rule the world!haha,lame......nothing to say, i just keeping my blog alive,hehe

look at those fearsome masqueline clay i have moulded, on e making, dun mock

姗姗来迟

多年不见，她可别来无恙。精神还是很充沛。
可是多年不见，她手里竟牵着另一位文质彬彬的青年。
我大吃了一惊，一时不知所措，因为这件事已剧烈地震动我脑海里的世界。
原以为彼此的隔膜能被删除掉，其实却大谬不然。
但事实是始终还是没更改，
我，还是爱着她。
我一次又一次地看到那男人搂着她在怀里，似乎要接近癫狂。
他是否要成为她家的一分子，未来的女婿？
我一审中最遗憾的就是没好好跟她相处，没有机会跟对方表白。
我性格和本钱，样样都拙劣，实在是没有什么竞争。
世界是平等交换的，徒劳无功，没付出代价，使得不到收获的。
我相信这个原则。
时间紧迫，我不能松懈，我必须追她到手，恐怕一切都来不及了。

(wonder why i wrote this in chinese, i just felt like it)

stupid

christmas comin,imagine things turning gory on that day.not that santa is wearing a crimson red coat, but that hes been knifed by me.

woohoo.how i wish things would turn haywire,fused lighting bulbs decorating a naked deciduous tree.presents ripped open, only to realise that ur presents been mutilated.

numerous miss sugar claus tending to their customers,and customers having erectile dysfunction after all that humping and pumping throughout the day.

imagine such a day, when santa was gunned down by hollywood texas ranger.reindeer poached and you see deer meat nudged under every butchers chopper.

christmas is being rampaged and on e brink of extinction, for shaunieboi is here on a massive extermination of christmas treats. gimme ur sweets or await ur misfortune

BEWARE ME

sentosa

yoohoo, went to sentosa just now, fun man.underwater world, $13.50 for adults complimentary tickets.went with my mom and dad only:)guess wad, we bought 3 adult tickets.shows that i am an adult now, sumtin significant eh? waha sentosa damn big,raining like shit. luckily ferried by my dads taxi, or i would get lost for eternity,haha actually not that big bah.

underwater world damn cool loh, nice environment, rlly feeling liking knocking that glass pane just to free that pathetic marine animals. damn lots of fish loh.and u ought to see that giant spider crab, from japan.about e size of an average computer.haha thats only for e abdomen, e legs stretches damn far.

the most fun event is at the touch zone. fiddled with e stingray, damn cool loh, e hide so soft, felt liking nailing my finger nails into it. a few times dey violently splashed water.haha fun! woohoo, alot more places lah, but udn like blogging bout this...sian, i go play starcraft le.

Btw its not in chronological order, so if u go there, u noe whr to start 1st.perhaps u all noe better dan me, i dun go out much for a country bumpkin like me.

Friends

(exclusive sonija in stockings)wahaha so perverse

look at that, removing her stockings. aint it inviting tongue waggings?
haha, aint e topic for 2dae...its about friends. you know, frens aint gona tag along with you foreva...till u get married n hav u own life, dey r gona drift away frm u. Ur past was just a memory, e present is ur blueprint to the future. dey gona forget u, likewise for u.that denotes that you hav fully grown into an adult. ur loved one is just right before u.
when u hav frens, u just got 2 act to blend in with e clique, why bother doing so.in this competitive era, u just cant trust em. dog eat dog society, dey r jus out there to eliminate u. collegues aint real, dey r just characters added to ur life. dun bother trusting em, lead ur own life.tend to it,settle ur own affairs.frens really sux... in university, none of em are true frens, if dey come befrending u, u noe wad will happen next, ur notes are gone...ur years of accumulation.
so only trust urself.

shit man, very difficult to make a portrait og sonija kwok...in the making...just bought oil paint but not skillful enuf...hav to print out 1st den copy

Beautiful Cooking episode 1 (w/ Bernice, Sonija, n Kristy)

:)

bloody bloody NCC

man, sick and tried of ncc.the sargeants are forsaken brats waiting to be condemned by people in future. cannot study one. hate em ordering me around. summore dis fridae gt ncc.damn.i was enjoying paradise when i learned bout this info. sickening commands n everyting. report at 7.20, its like omg...why dun leave us with a memorable holidae without any hindrance.

i want to ogle at sonija kwok also cannot have a piece of mind. got to pump and all those, in which my arms had already turned flabby.cant stand it.ncc made my day

SONIJA KWOK

woohoo, hongkong actress, also miss hongkong u noe!
instantly fel in love with her when i watched the last break through. shes like so pure so dainty. a fairy in disguise. her acting skills for e previous shows i watched were e same.smiling slightly n wadsoeva...abov all shes like damn chio?
too bad, shes gt a kid now.haha,her figure is still good.

A False Hope

A false hope,
all that one need to cope.
A tumor to eradicate,
a barrier to penetrate.

A false hope,
you just needed that date.
reality is no issue,
as your fetish just lies within her

A false hope,
she breaks lose from your hand.
she scythers your heart.
It all went bloody

A false hope,
you wished it never began,
make a fool outta yourself,
which you never intend.

hey, i thought she was sensible enuf not to hav a boyfren during dat age?she told me that...

i really want to die after reading issys blog......forget it lah. i do want to put an end to this agony. you noe by not talking to the other party, it kills you. shaun, uve gt to much pride to see her,face her. now shes gone, shes gone understood?dun wait for things to happen, realise it urself. miracles really sux.

Black And White

yep,still in progress

Sis Wedding And Summore

eek, im just getting sick of these holidays. Im just disintegrating like nobadies business. occasionally brousing through my textbooks...,reading other ppls blog, envying their skin, n thinking of wad to blog these few mundane events. sec 3 gona be veh tough, so u guys beta pull up ur socks, sec 3 olvl chinese starts in June u noe.

and dreamin bout you know who lately,haha.dreamt dat i went for tuition, half dead and staggering up to just tuition,seeing you know who attend her english lesson.haha.she was dozing haha.

life really sux, as you know, the earth revolves round e sun bout 10 million m per second, and it take one year for a complete orbit.so big e sun...,dat shows how minute life is,such a puny fragile life we r having. n u dunno how mani universes are out dere, n dunno how mani planets r dere in one universe.waha, how cruel this fact might be.

haha, my sis wedding dae is over, 19th nov.u noe, early in e morning e cameramen came to take photos of my sis. thick make up she was wearing, ew. crowded lah the place. at 7.30 e groom arrived. den i had to open e car door, pass him e oranges, and congrats n wad so eva.received only $28 for hongbao. its not easy to be a groom to be, u hav to put up with all those 'sisters' of e bride. playing pranks n wad so eva. my bro in law had to drink wasabi+spring onion+baby bitter gourd+ and all e yucky stuff.ate wasabi spread bread b4 dat.eventually he had to sip dat XO. he cudnt take it...seeing his mouth all pursed, facial expressions all crumpled. he must not be feeling good.

waha, he had to shout n propose his love for mi sis down at e car park.haha, so pai seh.he shouted wad"baby sweet will you marry me?'waha so mushy, had to shout out e full name.haha

den he finally entered the house, and again another torment. perhaps not so torturing to him lah.he just had to sing to my sis, b4 mi sis opened e door.ehhe

the weddind dinner tasted quite awful.cold dishes are like so yucky?hehe e whole solemnisation n ceremony went smoothly bah. wanted to hav a sip of e wine, but self restrained.

haha, saw a few chiobus dere, but it only makes you know who more distinguished, more significant. sigh, that demure and dainty you know who.

my unfinished painting

Yay,my unfinished painting...master piece

steven hawkings

Yup! and thats him, stephen hawking, the Cambridge University scholar and author of A Brief History of Time, the famous theoretical physicist.woohoo, my idol. you know hes like so damn smart....unfortunately he gt himself disabled,sad rite? His entire adventures bout physics and diminished? no. i wonder how he hung out that long. He still continues he research on that thermodynamic law thingy....with e help of another young scientist.haha

He survives on that device infront of him to carry out his daily neccessities. talking, moving...and wadsoeva.you really need to express your idea as a scientist, and hes mute. how could he survive with that immobility and inability to talk? btw hes got that device to convey his msg,hehe:) wad a spartan he is, i want to be like him, so disciplined and on e go....All that matters is that hes gt big brains, thus the uk board of scientists accepted him. The chimanologic equation S=Akc3/4gh was discovered by him...woohoo, though i still cant figure out how e equation was derived, its kinda soothing to my ears, all that equations...haha

kinda late fer' a blogger

eeee......23rd Nov then start blogging...a little late eh, i hope you all will not visit my blog, coz it doesnt last. My blogging style only revolves around you know who, academics and wadsoeva. u noe i did like to pursue in the area of science......eeee, sound so typical nerdy tone, the audience aint liking it. hmm......so the 1st entry shall be just a brief introduction of thyself. My name( so formal), is shaun raphael lee kwok yuen-26 alphabets you know! study in catholic high sec and bl bla...this is going on forever. hehe, and sumthing i wud lyk to disclose, i got into triple. nothing much to gloat bout, i know it aint sum great accomplishment. however, its lik you got it means you gt it, why must other people 损 you about everybody can easily get it... please, rinse your mind, cleanse your bloody thoughts, if you think its that easy, then why coudnt you get in disclaimer: this applys to those who couldnt, for those who did, they did side by me,hehe:) my 1st entry is already that sucky, im sure you would get a slight impression of my character...btw, i graduated frm huamin primary school that sucky school, which psle results are announced today, haha, incidentally my blog was started on this very day.